Crusade in Jeans - a weekly column
In this series a new chapter of the story will appear every week. It is taken from an old dutch book by writer Thea Beckman, translated by Daphne.
Crusade In Jeans
By Thea Beckman
Chapter 1: The big leap
"…and this," said Dr. Simiak, "is the matter-transmitter."
Dolf Wega was quite impressed. He gazed in awe at the enormous device that covered the entire back wall of the laboratory. Thick, well-shielded cables lay strewn across the floor. Dolf also saw a tall panel of lights, buttons, and levers, all adorned with incomprehensible numbers and symbols.
Faced with the mighty machine that allowed one to connect with the past, Dolf suddenly felt very small. Dolf was the only son of Dr. Wega, who was friends with both of the inventors of the time machine. Because Dolf had been nagging for months, he was now finally allowed to take a look inside the laboratory during the Christmas holidays. What he hadn't expected was for the matter transmitter to be such an immense device.
"What's that?" he asked, pointing to the center section. It looked somewhat like a phone booth, with heavily insulated walls and a transparent, man-sized door. This door wasn't made of ordinary glass, but of a synthetic material that Dr. Simiak said was indestructible.
"That's the space where the cage or objects are placed to be flashed away," explained Dr. Kneveltoer, Dr. Simiak's assistant.
"And do they come back in there again?"
'If we're lucky, yes.'
'What do you mean, lucky?'
"Look, boy," Dr. Simiak said. "If we flash an animal away in a cage, we have to wait at least three hours before we can retrieve it. The transmitter uses a lot of energy, gets very hot, and has to cool down first. During that time, the cage with the animal in it remains in the same place in the past, and it has to do, because that's where the machine's coordinates are set. In the meantime, if someone removes the cage, or if it lands on a slope and slides away a little, then we lose it and only some earth and sand come back. We've lost the test animal."
"Why are you only experimenting with animals? They can't tell you what they saw in that distant past," Dolf said logically.
"The whole invention is still in its early stages, my dear boy. Before we can even think about sending people back to the past, we need to be sure that those people are not at risk. People are also a bit too heavy."
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Why too heavy?'
"We can't even reach over sixty kilos with this device. Moreover, we can't see where the animals end up. For now, it's still one-way traffic. Therefore, a person who might end up in the wrong place, for example, in a swamp or In the middle of a lake for example, can't even give us a sign; they're hopelessly lost."
"And the worst of it is," Dr. Kneveltoer interjected, "that after every experiment with bigger animals, such as monkeys, the transmitter is out of order for many weeks. The retransmission takes so much energy that all the anchors melt and the device goes completely out of order. The repairs sometimes take up to two months.
"Wow. Is the machine okay now?"
"Yes. After the New Year, we hope to begin experiments with monkeys specially trained to pull objects from their environment into their cage."
Dolf nodded. He looked at the cell and tried to imagine what it would feel like to be put in there and flashed away to a distant past...
Suddenly he said, almost against his will:
'I’d do it.'
The two scholars stared at him. They saw a boy, not even sixteen yet, quite a sizable figure, a student with a passion for history, but still a child at heart. And he said... Oh no, the boy couldn't mean that. He must have dreamed of adventures like those shown on television: colorful and unreal.
"I don't weigh sixty kilos" said Dolf.
"You're crazy!" Dr. Simiak shouted.
'I have eyes and a mouth. I can look around and tell you what i’ve seen later,"
Dolf continued wistfully. He wasn't very calm anymore; his heart was pounding.
"Nonsense, utter nonsense," he heard Dr. Kneveltoer mutter.
But the man's voice suddenly sounded hesitant. "Much too risky," said Dr. Simiak, but his voice also sounded more hazy than before. The more dismissive the scientists were, the more Dolf felt eager for the adventure.
"I'd be a perfect guinea pig," he said. "With the right weight and a good set of eyes in my head. If necessary, I'll take a weapon with me. Oh, I understand there's danger involved, but I can handle myself well in crazy circumstances. And it's only for a few hours anyway, just long enough to…
You know, I have a book at home that describes a big tournament held on June 14, 1212, in Montgivray, central France, by the Duke of Dampierre. How about you fly me there? I'd love to go. After I return, I can tell you exactly whether your matter transmitter really works as flawlessly as you think it does. What can the test animals tell you? Nothing. You can examine them and pick some dust off of their fur. But even then, you wouldn’t know for sure. I can provide you with pure, scientific fact."
He saw the two men think it through. "...and I'm not afraid," he added quickly.
"Young man, you don't seem to realize," Dr. Simiak said seriously, "that we, in the case that we accept your offer, which of course we won't, we can only try once to bring you back. If we don't succeed, if you're not in the right place at that moment, you'll be lost and will have to wander around in the Middle Ages for the rest of your life.'
'I'll be there, right on time,' Dolf solemnly promised.
"You're thinking way too lightly about this," said Dr. Kneveltoer, but his eyes glittered dreamily.
"I bet you can figure out exactly where I need to land on the computer," Dolf said persistently. "I can take a crayon with me, mark the spot, and find it back easily a few hours later. I can also carry a knife with me to defend myself if necessary. And... and..."
"Oh, boy, stop it," Dr. Simiak shouted, his voice trembling. "It's much too risky. No one has ever gone into the past. It could go completely wrong and we cannot take that responsibility!'
"One man must be the first," Dolf replied. "And I'm willing." He didn't want to think, didn't hesitate. He wanted to persevere and not waste a second. He would never get such an insane, incredible opportunity again!
The two physicists were talking to him, but he wasn't even listening. He was staring at the "phone booth," at that gateway to the past, to knightly tournaments and adventures. Outside the laboratory, winter lay gray and cold across the land. Inside, it was warm. Dolf stood with his thick, wool-lined jacket in his hands. As if on impulse, he put it on.
"Let me go," he said, almost commandingly.
A chronometer hung above the matter transmitter. Dolf glanced at the dial. It was almost a quarter to one. Instinctively, he aligned his new wristwatch (a Christmas present) to it. "We can agree to the minute on what time I need to be at the location from where I can be flashed back," he said.
Suddenly, a miracle happened. Whether they were no match for his blind stubbornness, or whether the two scientists succumbed to the thought that they would finally be able to use the matter transmitter for real, Dolf didn't know. But to his utter amazement, he saw them nod almost simultaneously.
Dr. Kneveltoer ran to the computer and started feeding it data.
"June 14, 1212, you said? Montgivray, France... Let me just grab a map to see exactly where that is..." He continued muttering as he worked on the computer. Dr. Simiak had also begun to move. He walked away and returned a moment later with two crayons: one black and one bright yellow. He also gave Dolf a long, razor-sharp bread knife, which the boy tucked into his belt.
"If we want to be as safe as possible," the scientist said, "I suggest four whole hours from now." He was suddenly a physicist conducting an experiment again. He noted the time on the stopwatch: five minutes to one.
'Setting up the transmitter takes a few minutes. So you will be flashed away at about one o'clock. Ram that into your memory, boy. At exactly five o'clock, to the second, we'll flash you back. Understood?"
"I'll be there!" Dolf was already walking towards the cell.
Dr. Kneveltoer returned with the computer results in hand. He saw Dolf open the cell door, and suddenly doubt struck him again.
"Do you really want to?" he cried shrilly. "Remember, we can only do this once, trying to get you back...'
"I know," said Dolf. He stepped into the cell.
Dr. Simiak followed him to close the door. But before he did, he said, "Show yourself as little as possible to people, Dolf. You're wearing the wrong clothes... Oh, boy, come out, this is madness."
"You can't be serious," Dolf replied coldly. "You want nothing more than for me to go."
That was so true that Dr. Símiak was at a loss for words. Dr. Kneveltoer was already sitting at the panel, operating the knobs and levers.
With the door still open, Dr. Simiak said hoarsely:
"Okay then. Place your feet exactly on that square plate. Yes, like this. Make sure you don't touch the walls. Close your eyes and don't move. Don't get impatient, it'll take at least three minutes before we build up enough energy. Don't touch anything, boy, I-"
"Don't talk, do it!" Dolf said. He squeezed his eyes shut. He heard the door close, and then no sound reached him anymore. He stood there, motionless as a statue. Count, he thought. Just count to sixty three times. Calm down...
He counted. Slowly and intently. So he wouldn't have to think. So he wouldn't lose a second of that blind stubbornness of his. So he wouldn't get scared, wouldn't start waving his arms in panic, wouldn't start screaming...
'Thirty-one, thirty-two...'
Was that the second or third time he'd counted to sixty? What were those two men actually doing? Forty-five, forty-six...
Behind his closed eyelids, he tried to see numbers instead of the spots swirling before his eyeballs. Fifty-eight, fifty-nine-and... And then the world ended. Literally. Dolf was hit by a violent blow that left him dizzy and with pain throughout his body.
Sounds rustled around him, slowly diminishing, and became recognizable.
The wind in the treetops. Birds singing. Still, he didn't dare move or open his eyes. Then he felt warm sunlight on his head. The dizziness vanished. He opened his eyes and looked around... He had made it! But to where?
2. Stranded!
Dolf Wega stood at the side of a hollow road. On either side he saw high banks, overgrown with trees, shrubs, grass, and flowers. To his left, the road sloped towards a bend. To his right, the road turned, and there was a bend there too, so he could see very little of his surroundings. He looked down at his feet and discovered he was standing on a flat rock. How convenient! Suddenly he dared to think again, though he barely dared to move. Because he could hardly believe it was true.
Still. He'd been transported, at least. Whether he was now also in another era, was still to discover. He glanced at his watch. It read two minutes past one. Was it going on time?
He looked back at his feet, standing side by side on the stone. How perfectly they had aimed! Of all the possibilities, the best had emerged: a good landmark, easy to mark. He remembered the crayons, took them from his pocket, and bent down. Carefully, he drew a narrow circle around his feet, first with the yellow, then with the black. Then, satisfied, he put the crayons away and stepped off the stone. Now i have to pay close attention to where I’m going, he thought. I have to be able to find that stone in time. That large birch tree across from me is also a good landmark.
It was very warm, and though he was puffing in his lined jacket, he didn't dare take it off, even though he wore a thick gray sweater underneath. He also wore jeans, socks, and sturdy winter boots. It was simply ridiculous, considering it was the height of summer here. The sun beat down on his head. The unpaved road, covered in rocks and dust, blazed in the bright light.
'I seem to be on some kind of hillside,' he thought. 'Let's see where this road leads.'
He walked a short distance down the slope, the dust rising beneath his feet. He turned around the bend and suddenly he looked out over a valley with in the distance a city.
'That must be Montgivray,' he cheered. 'It's perfect! It's absolutely perfect!'
For though the city was almost hidden by the heat haze, even at that distance he could see that it wasn't a modern town. He vaguely recognized towers and ramparts. Far below him, a kind of covered wagon was moving along the road toward the city gate. On the fields in the valley there were people working.
I'm in the Middle Ages, I'm standing in the middle of thirteenth-century France, he told himself, but it was almost unbelievable. He was just about to begin the further descent when he heard something. Behind him, far away. The clatter of hooves, shouts, a commotion. He looked around anxiously, but saw nothing. The bend hid the higher stretch of road from his view.
More shouting and clashing weapons- it sounded unsettling.
Had two hostile knights met some distance up the hill on their way to the grand tournament and clashed?
'I have to see that,' Dolf muttered. 'As long as I make sure they don't see me.'
He ran back, ready to dive into the bushes at any moment. Just past the stone with the mark, he shot around the bend, and what he saw then, amid the billowing dust, made him forget all about hiding.
There was fighting, and it was fierce too! Two mounted men had ambushed a third man, who had apparently been riding a donkey. The donkey was braying in the bushes. The man, now on foot, brandished a huge club, yelling and roaring. The two mounted men wore brown overgarments, leather vests, and leather helmets. They were certainly not knights; their clumsy horses wore no saddlecloths and looked shabby and neglected. With swords that were clearly too blunt, they slashed at the man, who fiercely defended himself with his club. Just as Dolf spotted them, the donkey-guy managed to land such a powerful blow on the arm of one of his attackers that the sword flew from his hand and landed meters away in the dust. Still, it was an unequal fight, no matter how bravely the man fought. Dolf's blood began to boil.
'Highwaymen,' he muttered.
He lost all sense of caution, seeing the donkey-man was about to lose. Furious, he ripped the knife from his belt and charged forward. Right in front of him, he saw a leg spurring the horse. He stabbed, blinded with rage. A sharp cry above his head told him the knife had pierced the overjacket and ripped open the robber's thigh. Immediately, Dolf retracted the knife and stabbed upward wildly. The sword whipped toward him; he dodged to the side but still received a blow to the shoulder from its side.
However, the force of the blow was taken by the knife Dolf had raised, and the sword didn't penetrate his thick jacket, though he felt his shoulder and arm tingling. He stabbed at the leg again.
At that moment, the other robber was flung from his horse, screaming. Donkey-guy had pulled him off. Dolf's opponent, with his heavily bleeding leg, had turned his horse and tried to run him over, but Dolf had already jumped aside. The robber didn't rein in his horse to attack him again but continued riding, followed by the now riderless horse. A moment later, they were out of sight. The second robber still lay on the road, moaning. Then another crash, and all fell silent.
The fight was over.
Panting, Dolf sank into the dry grass beside the road, brushed the hair from his wet forehead, and stared in bewilderment at his hand holding the bloody knife.
'I cut him badly, I injured a human being,' the thought flashed through his mind.
Donkey-guy stood before him. He too was panting and wiping sweat from his face. He said something, but Dolf didn't understand. He didn't even bother to try, he was too distraught. Now that the fight was over, the clarity came. He was so ashamed; he could have cried. His left shoulder burned like fire.
Donkey-guy seemed to catch his breath. He ran off to catch his donkey. Then he tied the animal to a tree and walked over to the motionless figure of the robber, still lying across the road. He kicked the body fiercely.
Dolf froze when he saw it. The robber was dead. Beaten to death by that awesome club of donkey-guy’s. The boy shuddered.
When the man beckoned him, he stood up stiffly. He clutched his left arm, fearing something was broken, but it didn't seem so bad.
Donkey-guy grabbed the dead robber by the head and motioned for Dolf to grab his legs. Together they dragged him to the side of the road.
Then they looked at each other for a moment, and the donkey-guy smiled. Dolf realized he didn't have to be afraid of him. He had saved the man's life, after all! Besides, the medieval man wasn't being hostile towards him at all. He spoke again, and for a moment Dolf thought he heard a word that sounded like 'thanks.'
The man untied the donkey and beckoned Dolf to follow him. He was only too happy to do so, because in this place, walking alone seemed to be extremely dangerous. Imagine if that escaped robber had gone to get help or something!
Instead of heading into town, the man turned off onto a side path a few hundred meters further, leading to a grassy spot on the hillside. From there, they had a panoramic view of the valley and the town in the distance. Around them, birds sang with all their might. Hawks circled high above their heads. The air was warm, fragrant, and pure. Dolf suddenly felt as if he were on vacation. Donkey-guy took some bread and dried meat from his travel bag and offered Dolf some as well. They sat down in the grass and began picknicking.
The bread tasted incredibly good. The meat made Dolf look up in surprise at the first mouthful. He couldn't tell if it was sheep or pork, but it tasted... it tasted wild! He couldn't think of another word for it. Donkey guy said nothing more; he was eating too. With strong white teeth, he bit into the bread and tore off chunks of meat. He took occasional sips from a leather flask, and handed it to Dolf. Dolf drank from it. The flask seemed to contain diluted wine; the liquid tasted slightly sour and tingly, and immediately quenched his thirst.
His shoulder still ached, but it was already easing. He began to feel so good that he finally dared to take off his jacket. He saw the man looking at his sweater and jeans in amazement. Only now did Dolf realize that the other was still a young man. He had long, dark hair, beautiful brown eyes, and tanned skin. He was dressed in a green robe with a leather belt around his waist, from which hung a scabbard with a short dagger. He also wore brown boots, and beside him lay a hat, or something more like a tall, green cap. Dolf thought he looked very hip, like a somewhat strangely dressed student from the University of Amsterdam.
They had finished eating. Donkey guy looked straight at Dolf, then pointed to his own chest.
'Leonardo,' he introduced himself. 'Leonardo Fibonacci da Pisa.'
'Pisa?' Dolf stammered in surprise. He was afraid he hadn't heard it correctly. But the other nodded. Dolf felt that now he was also expected to introduce himself. Apparently, your birthplace was immediately included. So he said, pointing to himself: 'Rudolf Wega of Amstelveen.'
At the same time, he realized he would have difficulties with the language. He didn't know any French, let alone Frankish! And he wasn't exactly fluent in Latin either...
Leonardo now began to speak rather rapidly, and Dolf's ears started to ring.
He immediately understood that this wasn't Old French, nor Italian. It sounded a bit like Dutch and German, and yet it was very different.
'Slow,' he exclaimed. 'I don't understand it that way.'
The other understood and began the same story again, now very slowly and emphatically, accompanied by many gestures. Dolf listened intently. Each time, he recognized a few words... It was Diets!
'That's like medieval Dutch,' a thought flashed through his mind. 'And it's not even that hard to follow when the guy speaks slowly.'
Indeed, he managed to understand Leonardo's words somewhat. He learned that the young man was a student, and that he had been studying for two years. He had apparently studied in Paris, and was now on his way to Bologna to complete his studies. He had been on the road for weeks and had encountered few difficulties until, less than an hour ago, he was suddenly attacked by two highwaymen who thought the lone traveler would be easy prey, but had not reckoned with Leonardo's formidable club, his agility, and the stranger's help, which arrived just in time, which was about all Dolf could glean from the story, with great difficulty.
Now, of course, the student expected the boy to tell something about himself. Dolf began to sweat. But he tried his best. Trying to pronounce the words as he had heard Leonardo, he explained that he was on his way to the great tournament of Duke Jean de Dampierre at Montgivray. He pointed to the town in the distance.
'Dampierre? Montgivray?' Leonardo asked, surprised. Dolf nodded and repeated the address. Again he pointed to the city sweltering in the heat.
'There. Montgivray.'
Leonardo shook his head.
'That's not Montgivray,' he seemed to say. 'That's Spier.'
Spier? Worried, Dolf pointed north.
'There then? Montgivray?'
Leonardo again shook his head decisively. He also pointed north.
'There lies Worms'
Dolf's jaw dropped. That couldn't be right. Worms was a city in Germany. On the Rhine. And that Spier down there, was that also...?
Startled, he shaded his eyes and peered at the city. It lay in a haze of heat and was only vaguely discernible. But gradually, Dolf began to believe he saw a church towering above everything else. He even thought he recognized its shape. Three years earlier, he had been in Speyer with his parents, on their way to Switzerland. He remembered a bustling city, with plenty of industry, a magnificent bridge over the Rhine, wide access roads, and above all, the magnificent cathedral, part of which dated back to the twelfth century. Was that the same church? Were Speyer and Spier the same city? But then he wasn't in France, then he would be in Germany! No, that was impossible. Behind the city he saw something glistening that looked like a wide, silver ribbon. A river.
He pointed to it.
'Is that the Rhine?'
Leonardo nodded. 'Oh dear,' Dolf thought, 'I've come to the wrong place.' He turned abruptly to the student.
What year is it?
'1212.'
So that was okay.
'The date?'
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'What day of the month?'
Finally Leonardo understood him.
'Saint John’s.'
Dolf still didn't know anything, but he didn't dare ask further. He could already see Leonardo's curiosity beginning to turn into distrust.
'Saint John,' muttered the student. 'Magic Night...'
Dolf didn't understand it. He tried again.
'What day of the month is it then?'
'The twenty-fourth,' Leonardo said, surprised that Dolf didn't know. The boy was silent. He thought. Ten days difference! Had the computer made a mistake? Or was there a difference in chronological order between his century and this one? He decided to find out exactly what happened once he was back in his own time. Suddenly, he heard the student ask:
'Where do you come from?'
The boy understood that.
'From Amstelveen.'
Leonardo shrugged.
'That's in Holland,' Dolf explained.
'Aha... You're from Holland?'
'Yes.'
'Why can't you understand me then? In Holland they also speak Dutch? Or do you only know dialect?
Gosh, it's all so difficult, Dolf thought uneasily. Much more difficult than I'd expected. He sighed and tried to remember what he knew about the Middle Ages. Everyone was Catholic. A struggle for power between Germanian emperors and the Pope. The construction of mighty cathedrals, like the one down there: the Cathedral of Speyer. Unsafe roads, difficult connections, crusades, tournaments, feuds between princes and knights. Science was still in its infancy, and therefore a lot of superstition. People carried devil-deterrents, made the sign of the cross for every little thing, and if something went wrong, they blamed it on the devil. Despite the dangers there was much travel on the roads and seas.
He looked up and saw two brown rabbits on their hind legs watching him. He heard Leonardo laugh, saw him throw a fistful of dirt at them.
And behind him, in the trees and bushes, birds chirped. How beautiful the land around him was! Pristine, radiating beauty in the summer sun. Along the slopes and in the wide valley, dissected by the river, lay fields and orchards where people were working. No hum of cars, no screeching of airplanes. No stench of exhaust fumes or factories. Dolf suddenly felt tears in his eyes. Where had this beautiful world gone in the twentieth century?
Slowly he said to Leonardo:
'Don't distrust me, my friend. I'm just a regular guy who’s lost. I'm a student too.'
'So you know Latin then?'
'Not very well.'
'What do you know then? Mathematics?'
'Yes,' Dolf said, relieved. He wasn't particularly fond of math, but he suspected he wouldn't be outdone by a medieval person.
He casually glanced at his watch. An hour and a half had already passed. Since he wouldn't be able to attend a tournament anyway because he'd ended up in the wrong place, it would be nice to get a closer look at that city down there.
But Leonardo had discovered a sandy spot and drew Dolf there.
With a dead twig, the man drew a few figures: a triangle, a parallelogram. Dolf chuckled, took the twig, and drew a cone, a square, a pyramid. Then they shook hands warmly. They had found each other.
For the first time in his life, Dolf regretted not knowing more than the rudiments of mathematics. As a joke, he wrote down the Pythagorean theorem in the sand: a² + b² = c². For a moment, this seemed to puzzle Leonardo. He pointed questioningly to the numbers. 'Oh, he's calculating with Roman numerals, of course,' Dolf thought, startled. He quickly erased everything and began writing the Roman numerals from I to X, and underneath them the Arabic numerals: 1, 2, 3, etc., up to 10. Leonardo was immediately enthusiastic.
'Those are Eastern signs,' he shouted.
Dolf nodded.
'Yes, we always use those. It's easier to calculate with them than with the Roman.'
Did the student understand? At least he understood what Dolf meant.
'I've heard of them, but I don't know them. Show me.'
They moved to yet another spot with more sand, and Dolf began. For a while, he taught the medieval wandering student basic elementary school arithmetic. Leonardo proved quick-witted, but Dolf repeatedly stumbled over the unfamiliar language. The use of zero, in particular, seemed to send the student into a frenzy.
Time flew by.
'Where did you learn that?' asked the Italian.
'At school, in Holland.'
'That's impossible,' Leonardo exclaimed. 'Holland is full of barbarians, stupid knights, and even stupider clergy, who barely know Latin. They don't even have a university.'
Dolf began to feel restless again. He surreptitiously glanced at his watch and was startled. Four-thirty! With all that calculating and trying to make himself understood in that strange half-Dutch, half-German dialect, he'd completely lost track of the time. Now he wouldn't have the chance to see that magnificent medieval city down there. He'd wasted his four hours of time travel chatting, doing sums, even fighting... And what did he have to give Dr. Kneveltoer as proof that he'd really been in the thirteenth century, in the hills above Speyer-by-the-Rhine? But that Leonardo was such a fascinating young man!
He stood up, brushed the sand from his pants, and grabbed his jacket. 'I have to go,' he said wearily.
Leonardo, too, had gotten to his feet.
'Why? Where are you going? Let's stay together,' he said.
Dolf shook his head dejectedly. Whenever he felt shy, he put his hands in his pockets. This time too. His fingers met the crayons. He didn't need them anymore, and Leonardo would be happy with them, he hoped.
'Here,' he said, offering the student both sticks. 'Take that, as a farewell gift. You can write with it.'
Did the young man understand? He stared at Dolf, then looked at his hand, tentatively touching the markers with one finger. Dolf looked around, picked up a stone, and gave it a swipe with the black crayon. 'See? Take them, out of friendship.'
Leonardo beamed. He nodded, reached for his neck, and took off the thin cord he wore as a necklace. A pendant dangled from the cord: an enameled image of the Virgin Mary. He pressed it into Dolf's hand as he accepted the crayons.
Dolf was so pleased with this exchange of gifts (a thirteenth-century pendant—imagine how surprised Dr. Kneveltoer would be) that he brought the pendant to his lips. Leonardo observed the gesture with satisfaction. Then they shook hands.
Dolf hung the rope around his neck, under his sweater, pulled on his jacket, waved goodbye, and ran off up the slope. Beyond it, that white, dusty road must have been. It was a quarter to five; he still had plenty of time to reach the finish line and wait patiently to be flashed back to the twentieth century.
But when he crested the hill and expected to see the sunken road below, he froze in fear. Only now did the sound he had been hearing for a while, without actually hearing it, register. Children's voices, singing perfectly. Through them, the dragging sound of thousands of children's feet, stirring the dust of the road. Stunned, he looked down from the heights at an endless number of cobblestones that hid the road from his view. A procession of children passed by, of singing, walking children—hundreds! No, thousands! Their number was endless. He saw nothing but children marching along, filling the road from one bank to the other. He looked to his right, all the way to the bend. Nothing but children walking along, singing. A procession for St. John's Day? But he needed to find the spot! Immediately! On the empty road, the landmark had been clearly visible. But he had to find the stone again. Now, under those countless children's feet and the billowing dust, he could no longer see it.
And they didn't look up or around. They just walked downhill, toward Speyer. Where did they come from? Was Speyer already such a large city that children could be found in thousands? Had they been on a trip or a pilgrimage?
Countless questions and no time to search for the answer. He couldn't just stand there; he had to find the stone quickly. Nervously, he descended further. Some distance to the right, he recognized the young birch tree he'd first seen when he opened his eyes after the flash. The stone lay directly opposite. He went towards it, his heart pounding, suddenly terrified. If only those children would just move aside! If only they'd let him through...
But the sunken road didn't offer enough room. They tried to make way for the big boy, who was trying to elbow his way against the current with his knees and elbows, but they were also being pushed forward by the rows of children behind them, so that they were in danger of falling.
Small hands clung to Dolf's arms and back. Thin bodies bumped against him. He stepped on a bare foot and heard a cry of pain.
The stone! Where was the stone? He looked around desperately. At the top of the embankment, he saw Leonardo, also looking down in astonishment at the stream of children that continued to flow onward. The student beckoned him, but Dolf didn't respond. He continued to struggle against the wire to reach the birch tree, because the stone had to be there somewhere. And he was close.
A large boy pushed him. A few girls held his arms to keep from falling. Another boy, dressed in gray rags, suddenly jumped onto a platform and waved his arms wildly. He shouted something unintelligible. Dolf suddenly realized that the boy was standing on the stone. The children streaming past looked up, pointed at the boy, and laughed at him. Some shouted something cheerful back. Dolf was being tugged, pushed, and had to brace himself to avoid being dragged away.
'Let me through!' he yelled over the sea of ​​cobblestones. 'Hey, there, get out of here! I have to stand over there.'
The boy on the stone danced and grimaced. He was putting on a show. The children who flowed by cheered him on; many stood still, bracing themselves like Dolf. They stood like a wall between Dolf and the boy. Dolf, completely panicked, punched, hit, and kicked. A few children screamed and recoiled from the stone. Dolf looked up. The stone was empty, and in the place where the greasy circles had just been so clearly defined was now a faint hollow. With a leap, Dolf was on it. Motionless, with his heart threatening to burst out of his chest and his throat constricted with fear, he stood there. And desperately, he began to count again:
Five, six, seven, just to avoid thinking. To avoid letting the question 'Where has that boy gone?' enter his mind. He closed his eyes.
...twenty-three, twenty-four- he jumped down, I saw it- twenty-eight, twenty-nine- those kids were screaming because I pushed them, not because— thirty-five, thirty-six -That blow is coming soon forty-nine, that kid just jumped off and I'm back and I'm standing in Dr. Simiak's lab. Forty-eight,
He didn't dare look at his watch, he didn't dare move, and above all he didn't dare admit that he had seen what he had seen: how a thirteenth-century boy, who had been dancing on the stone, had suddenly been gone. He hadn't arrived too late.
But no matter how hard Dolf tried to erase what he'd seen before his eyes, deep in his mind, there was the absolute certainty that it had been that boy who had been flashed away. And that for him, Dolf Wega, it was too late.
Suddenly, Dr. Simiak's voice boomed in his ears, explaining, 'And if it fails—I mean, if you're not here at the right time—you'll spend the rest of your life wandering around in the wrong era. Then you'll be lost to us.'
Dolf took a deep breath, steeled himself, opened his eyes, and looked at his watch. Six minutes past five. He stood there, still hoping against hope. The minutes crept by slowly, but nothing happened. Now he knew: I'm stranded, I've missed my chance. My only chance... Slowly, the shock of fear and disappointment ebbed from his mind. He began to think regularly again. He was still standing on the rock, on the newly formed cavity, and he knew what had caused it. Dr. Kneveltoer hadn't dared to take any risks and had pushed the material transmitter to its limit. The device would now be out of service for at least several months.
Exhausted and utterly bewildered, Dolf sank down and, with barely perceptible eyes, watched the children still walking by. Much slower now, with large gaps in their ranks. Deathly tired, no longer able to sing, joke, laugh, or even pray, they shuffled past him. Dolf watched them, and what he saw barely registered. They kept trickling past, and most of these stragglers were girls, or very small children, with dirty, thin faces, dressed in rags. Then nothing again for a while, and then another group, shuffle, shuffle, shuffle, shuffle, dragging themselves along in bare feet and without even the energy to say anything. Dolf saw a child fall, about six years old. It was crying. A slightly older child picked it up and pulled it along. Then suddenly, a boy walked proudly forward. He was beautifully dressed, with soft boots on his feet and a dagger in his silver-studded belt; he was as pretty as a picture. He dragged an exhausted little one along with him in each hand, chatting cheerfully with them. Then came the ragged wretches again, limping, crying, and stumbling with exhaustion.
Where did all these children come from, where were they going? What did this endless procession, which kept trickling along, mean? Before his eyes, another child stumbled, uncared for, not picked up by anyone and lying motionless. Slop, slop, slop, the bare feet of the others slid past. Suddenly, Dolf couldn't bear it anymore. He didn't want to see a child lying on the road, not far from the spot where a robber had died a few hours earlier. He jumped up, rushed forward, bent over the girl, and hoisted her to her feet. When he saw her face, he was shocked. Her eyes were closed and sunken in their sockets. Her cheeks were hollowed out. She weighed almost nothing. Was she still alive?
He looked around in despair. Only a few children passed him, staring, shifting their feet as if automatically, completely dazed by hunger and exhaustion. What was he to do with this unconscious child in his arms?
Suddenly Leonardo was there again, followed by his faithful donkey.
'She's dying!' Dolf shouted at him, completely distraught. Leonardo grabbed the egg-thin wrist, then dropped it again.
'She's dead,' he said sadly.
Slowly, Dolf let the child’s body slide from his arms.
'Why?' Tears ran down his cheeks. 'What’s even going on here? Where are all these children supposed to go?'
Leonardo didn't answer. He dragged the dead child from the road and placed it under the bushes. He piously folded his hands over its chest, made the sign of the cross over the corpse, muttered a prayer, and began piling stones on top of the little body. Dolf knelt beside him and helped out. Behind him he heard the continuous shuffle, shuffle, shuffle of more children.
Was there no end to the procession? How many children still followed, those who were actually too sick and exhausted to move?
Leonardo stood up.
'It's getting late. We'd better head into town. Although I'm afraid they'll keep the gates closed tonight.'
Dolf was already getting used to the language and understanding it reasonably well. However, he hadn't received any answers to his questions.
'Who are these children?' he persisted.
Leonardo shook his head. He, too, was clearly impressed. 'Those children... I've heard about them. It's the Children's Crusade.'
'What?'
'They are on their way to the Holy Land, to take Jerusalem back from the godless.'
Dolf stared at him with his mouth open.
'Those... those little ones?'
Leonardo nodded.
'You mean those kids want to fight the Turks?'
Leonardo looked sadly at the pile of stones under which the dead girl lay.
'But how do they expect to do that?' Dolf yawned, momentarily forgetting his own misery. 'I've seen little ones there, no older than six or seven. What kind of crusade is that? It can't be...'
He didn't know if Leonardo had understood him, but at last he got something of an answer.
'It's a Children's Crusade. There was something similar in France, but there weren't this many. I've heard about it...'
'I don't understand,' Dolf stammered.
'No, me neither. When I first heard about it I didn't want to believe it. But now I've seen it.
'No,' said Dolf. 'I'm dreaming. It's a bad dream. I'll wake up soon and be glad it wasn't true. A children's crusade... that's too crazy to even think about. A crusade is men's work; it's done by knights on horseback, wearing armor. Not children.'
Leonardo remained silent. He grabbed his donkey by the reins and began to walk. Dolf, suddenly afraid of being alone in this incomprehensible world, followed him. They overtook a small boy, who hobbled along with difficulty on bare, bleeding feet. Leonardo said nothing, but he picked up the little boy and placed him on the donkey's back. A moment later, he plucked a sobbing girl from the roadside and placed her behind the little boy. Still, he didn't speak a word. Neither did Dolf. But his heart filled with a warm feeling, as if the hot tears he was suppressing were pooling in his chest. That strange student, who had remained so indifferent to the death of a robber, who calmly dragged a dead girl to the side of the road and buried her, that same student cared for the pitiful survivors. Dolf glanced to the side for a moment, at the other man's stern face. Then, however, he hardly dared to use his eyes again, for he thought he saw another dead child, staring with broken eyes at a merciless sky.
Thus they continued their way in silence to the city of Speyer, where the church bells rang as the gates closed.
3 The storm
The ringing of the alarm bells sent the inhabitants of Speyer rushing from their homes in fear and surprise. They ran to the ramparts and anxiously inquired about the apparent approaching enemy. They received little response. Those who had managed to get a good view saw the river of children heading towards the city, and they understood.
'It's the children on their way to the Holy Land,' they shouted to the others. 'Those thousands of little thieves and plunderers.'
Despite this, some women demanded that the gates be opened and the children's army be allowed into the city. But the influentials refused. They told the citizens that almost no city in the German lands admitted the children. There were far too many!
Most of the time, the little ones were starving, and as soon as they flooded the streets of a city, they grabbed whatever they could. After all, they were convinced that God would forgive them all their sins because they were on their way to relieve Jerusalem. Did the citizens of Speyers want their houses and shops looted? The influentials reminded the people that they would be better off keeping their own children indoors, for it was well known that Nicholas's children's army exerted a powerful attraction on all young people. Even the offspring of knights and nobles had fled their castles to join the Children's Crusade. However, the bulk of the children's army consisted of wanderers, orphans, lazy disobedient creatures who only followed the call of adventure and did not hesitate to rob honorable citizens. Hadn't their leader, the young Nicholas, himself been a peasant? He was a naive, illiterate shepherd who claimed to have had visions and heard the voices of angels. 'Yes,' the influentials mocked, 'he had had visions of wealth and heard the sound of clattering gold—nothing else!'
'That's blasphemy!' a shrill voice shouted from the crowd. 'Nicholas is a holy child, called by God.'
Opinions in the city were divided, but because the majority, fearful for their property, insisted that the gates remain closed, they remained closed.
A few pitying people climbed the ramparts and looked down on the passing children. Loaves of bread were collected and thrown over the walls in the middle of the begging children, who with terrible screams attacked the food and fought over each other. In their desperate attempts to get a piece of bread the loaves were torn to shreds and coated in dust.
The weakest got nothing.
Not long after, the citizens of Speyers saw the children setting up a huge camp on a riverbank just outside the city. The journey through the sweltering day had exhausted them. Here they could at least quench their thirst and perhaps catch some fish to satisfy their hunger. Hundreds of children ventured into the stream and across the shallows. A few drowned.
Towards evening, campfires blazed along the riverbank. The smells of roasting fish and meat drifted toward the city. How did those children get meat? How did they get flour? They must have plundered the cornfields along the river, grinding the half-ripe grains between stones to bake coarse, indigestible bread. On the Cathedral Square, an indignant priest delivered a fiery speech.
'Woe to us, citizens of Speyers, God will punish us for our heartlessness,' he announced. 'Those children out there are carrying out His will, and we are harshly excluding them. We force them to steal and plunder. We compel them to drag pigs that don't belong to them out of the sty. We, the merciless citizens of Speyers, burden these children with grave sins... In doing so, we insult God. It is written that we must feed the hungry, give drink to the thirsty, and clothe the naked. And what do we do? We close the gates and refuse to obey that divine command. Woe to you, ungodly ones, for this will be your reward...' And so on.
But the fear of ten thousand greedy, grasping children's hands won of the people’s pity. So the gates remained closed, the curfew was rung, the fires in the houses were extinguished, and the citizens of Spires lay down to rest. They had been too busy standing at the ramparts, staring out at the the camp along the river, to pay attention to the suddenly dark and leaden sky where the sunset had darkened.
When Leonardo and Dolf reached the city around seven o'clock, they couldn't get in.
'Apparently they don't let anyone in, not even peaceful travelers who have nothing to do with that insane army of children,' the student said disappointedly. Dolf pointed to the two little ones nodding on the donkey.
'With those two on your donkey, no one will believe we're not part of it,' he laughed, 'We'll just have to camp somewhere tonight.'
In his winter clothes, he was terribly warm. The sun had disappeared, but the air was still heavy. The sky lay like a suffocating, damp blanket over the land. Not a breath of wind caressed the leaves. The cattle stood motionless in the fields. Every movement required an inordinate amount of energy.
Leonardo looked at his new friend in surprise.
'You just want to sleep somewhere along the road?' he asked incredulously.
'Why not? It's going to be a hot night.'
Leonardo shook his head in bewilderment.
Man, they'd just—'Just camp out by the roadside... man, they’ll cut our throats! I think, Rudolf, you're pretty confused again. How on earth did you manage to get all the way from Holland to here, alive and well, if you're so careless?'
'What do you want to do then?' asked Dolf helplessly.
Leonardo pointed to the riverbank.
'We're going to drop off those two little ones there, and then I think it's best if we spend the night in the camp. There are so many of them. If they're attacked by robbers tonight, it will only be at the edges of their camp. We'll be relatively safe among them.'
'I don't want to sleep among those children,' Dolf said, terrified. 'I can't bear to watch their misery.'
Apparently Leonardo didn't understand that well either.
'Their large numbers offer us the protection we will miss if we set up camp somewhere alone.'
Of course, this conversation didn't go as smoothly as described here. Dolf had great difficulty with the language. The student spoke with an Italian accent and used words that had disappeared centuries ago from both German and Dutch. Meanwhile, half of Dolf's vocabulary was incomprehensible to Leonardo. But Dolf, the boy with the gift for languages, was gradually getting used to it.
Reluctantly, he gave in. Under a steel-gray sky, they made their way to the children's army camp. Dolf was thirsty. He knew the student's water bag was nearly empty. But when they reached the river and he saw hundreds of children walking along the bank, their feet in the water, washing themselves, and drinking from the river, his heart sank.
'They're drinking from it!' he exclaimed.
'Of course,' the student replied curtly. He, too, descended to the water, with his donkey. The animal immediately bowed its head and began to lap greedily. The student knelt, filled his water pouch, and drank.
'Oh, a bath won't hurt,' thought Dolf, feeling his shirt stick to his back. 'Even if it's Rhine water...'
He began to take off his clothes until he was only wearing his underwear. He hid his shirt among the bushes and then he walked into the water. Most of the children around him splashed around stark naked in the water, laughing, splashing each other. Their thin white bodies gleamed under the leaden sky. Suddenly, Dolf discovered the water was clean! Standing thigh-deep in the river, he could still see his feet. He tasted it; it was delicious. A desperate cry for help caught his attention. A boy had gone too far, fallen forward, and was being carried away by the current. It was clear he couldn't swim and couldn't make it the few meters to the shore. His anxious struggles even pushed him further and further from the bank. Dolf didn't hesitate long, threw himself forward, and swam to the child. He grabbed him by the long hair, made sure to stay out of reach of the grasping hands, and propelled himself to the shore.
Soon he felt the ground beneath his feet again. He lifted the boy up, placed him on the bank, and immediately swam back into the river, because again a child in danger was screaming. Suddenly, another boy swam beside him. Surprisingly quickly, he reached the drowning child. Dolf nodded to him and turned back, but before he reached the bank, another cry for help reached him. Was there no one watching over the unwary?
Later, he couldn't remember how many children he had pulled out of the water that evening. Five or six. And he was far from the only one who had rescued a few children. Meanwhile, it was getting dark. The children went to dry off at the campfires. They roasted fish or chunks of meat from a stolen pig. They crushed stolen grain and baked it into rock-hard cakes in the hot ashes. There was plenty of wood for the fires. There was no more fishing or bathing going on. Gradually, they all began to relax. Many were already asleep, having collapsed from exhaustion during their meager meal. The pieces of cake they still clutched in their fists were squeezed out by others. They competed with each other for the best sleeping places. The strongest among them claimed the largest chunks, the softest spots. Dolf found Leonardo again at a small fire, where he gave bread and meat to the two protégés and a few youngsters who had come running. Dolf received nothing, nor did Leonardo himself. But they could take it.
Dolf had wanted to ask so many more questions, to know everything, but the busy life-saving and all the emotions of the day had worn him out. He stretched out beside the fire, as did Leonardo. The student had the donkey kneeling between them, and he had his hand on the reins.
'Those little savages are well capable of stealing and slaughtering my donkey in the middle of the night,' he grumbled, explaining his actions. The night curfew was being rung in Speyer. The children reacted automatically. They threw sand on the fires to lower their flames. Soon they were all fast asleep. Dolf tucked his jacket under his head and tried to sleep too.
But what was possible in the middle of the day, in the bright light and wide awake, he couldn't manage in the darkness. He tried to listen to the river, to the jumping of the fish, the squabbling by the riverbank, the rustling of the grass. But irresistibly, thoughts came to him of Amstelveen, of his parents upstairs. With a shock that seared painfully through his chest, he realized that twelve hours ago he had been living in the twentieth century: a third-grader on Christmas break. A boy who was allowed to visit Dr. Simiak and Dr. Kneveltoer's laboratory because he happened to have a clever father who was an old college friend of Dr. Simiak's. This morning, twelve hours ago, he had still felt the wintry chill on his cheeks. Nine hours ago, he had stood before the matter transmitter and, with his enthusiastic stubbornness, had talked the two scientists down.
Now he lay here, on the hard ground of the Rhine, the grass pricking his neck, his shoulder aching, hunger tormenting his stomach, and ten thousand children around him dreaming of Jerusalem. He thought of his mother. Would she grieve deeply? Surely she would shower the unfortunate scholars with reproaches.
Suddenly he also had to think of the farm boy who had been flashed into the twentieth century in his place and who must of course have felt just as strange and uprooted there as Dolf did in the thirteenth.
'At least I'm not the only one stranded in the wrong era,' he thought almost aloud. Oddly enough, it was a thought that comforted him somewhat. Trying to imagine how that thirteenth-century boy would react to the twentieth century, so completely alien to him, he fell asleep. There was a rumbling sound in the distance.
At two o'clock in the morning, a thunderous storm broke. A violent clap of thunder sent the children flying to their feet. The river seemed to be on fire under the fierce light of the lightning bolts, which followed one another with incredible speed. Dolf, too, was startled awake and sat up. He heard a loud whooshing sound, and suddenly the rain came down on him in torrents. The remainder of the fires went out with a hissing sound. Children screamed. Anxious prayers arose. Hesitant voices began a song, but it was drowned out by the noise of the thunder, the pounding of the rain, and the howling of the wind. Dolf grabbed his jacket, but before he could put it on, he was already soaked. He heard Leonardo's voice trying to calm the wild donkey. The children, terrified, huddled together, holding hands, and raising their pale faces to the angry sky. Their tears mingled with the rain that struck them. The storm seemed unable to pass the river and continued to rage above them, with a force that made the world seem to end. A girl of about ten crawled trembling against Dolf. She seemed to own nothing but nothing but a tattered dress. Dolf took off his coat again and placed it on her bare shoulders. That jacket could take some wear; it was made of waterproof material and lined with sheepskin. The child sighed with satisfaction and seemed to want to snuggle even closer into his arms.
Poor little thing…
The storm ravaged not only the children's camp but also the city of Speyers. Lightning struck a church tower (not the cathedral), and the tower, with its wooden spire and bell tower, was soon ablaze. Despite the pouring rain, the fierce wind fanned the flames. Large chunks of burning wood flew through the air and landed on the roofs of houses, most wooden or thatched. This was destined to be a disaster. The citizens rushed from their homes, each equipped with the prescribed two buckets. They formed a long chain all the way to the harbor, passing the wooden buckets to each other in the pouring rain. Then lightning struck the middle of their line, killing two women. A wail arose, but they continued passing the buckets over the scorched corpses, for the city was in danger of being completely engulfed in flames.
The children, huddled around their extinguished fires, mute with fear, stared at the city and watched the flames erupt. Through the violence of the unleashed forces of nature, they heard cries rising from behind the ramparts. Leonardo, too, right next to Dolf and the frightened girl, stared at the ghostly scene.
'They'll get what's coming to them,' he shouted at Dolf.
'The whole city will be destroyed soon,' Dolf shouted back, but the student shook his head.
Not in this weather.
Indeed, many townhouses were already so soaking wet that the flying sparks were immediately extinguished upon hitting the roofs. Buckets of water were continually poured into the blaze of the church and the surrounding houses. The water evaporated with a hiss, clouds of steam mingled with the smoke, forming a menacing blanket over the city. The hellish scene was constantly illuminated by flashes of lightning, and from hastily lit torches with which the citizens ran through the streets and over the ramparts. The children had fallen silent. They forgot their own panic at the fascinating sight of the fire in the city. Perhaps they also felt avenged. Silently, they stared at the flames rising above the city walls, sinking again, flaring up again. Above the tumult of the storm, they could hear the alarm bells ringing. No church lacked a bell tower, and all those bells sent their cries of distress across the surrounding fields and woods.
Finally, the storm seemed to have died down. The horizon still shone brightly, but the rain lessened and the cloud cover broke. Stars became visible in a few places in the sky, and for a moment a half-moon low over the river cast a ray of light over the soaked children. Immediately afterward, it disappeared again behind the scudding mist, but Dolf sensed that the children had seen that moonlight blink as something reassuring. The girl in his arms stirred, murmuring something to herself. She was no longer afraid. She felt safe, warm, and protected. Dolf thought vaguely: 'I never had a sister,' and immediately forgot. He wondered if he shouldn't get up and go help out in the city. But his legs in his soaking wet jeans felt like lead. And what did he have to do with the citizens of Speyers?
Next to him he heard Leonardo say:
'I'm glad they didn't let us in last night,' or something to that effect. The same thought had crossed Dolf's mind. What was that, burning there? An inn, the town hall, a warehouse? He didn't know, nor did he care. Here, in the open field, under the open sky, he was safe. He had gotten wet and cold, but lightning had spared the children's camp. Prayers rose up around him. In the growing light of the first dawn, he saw Leonardo make a cross himself. Deep within him stirred the need to do the same and express his gratitude in some way. He was surprised, for religion had never held a place in the Wega household.
The day dawned with a watery sun that soon gained strength and heat began to spread. The fire in the city seemed to be contained. Columns of smoke still rose from smoldering remains, but the greatest danger had passed, and the weary citizens could begin extinguishing the last rests.
On the Cathedral Square, the same priest from the previous evening preached: 'Citizens of Speyers! I announced to you that the punishment of heaven would fall upon us, and look what happened last night! God, who would have descended upon you when you had forgiven the holy children of your houses and His great grace so many sinners, could not leave the insult you inflicted on His children unavenged. He sent fire from heaven so that your sinful city would perish in pools of smoke and flames. That city still stands, you say? And what do you think ensured your city was largely spared? The thousands of children, out there in the fields, called by God to wrest the tomb of His Son from the Saracens, those holy children had mercy on you, citizens of Speyer. They begged God for mercy for the city. And then God was merciful and brought back the fire from heaven and let the extinguishing rain pour down. You owe the preservation of your city to the prayers of those children. To the same children from whom you withheld your bread and beans. Do penance, citizens, show that you are not entirely depraved, that you are not yet entirely a prey to the temptations of the Evil One. Do penance and show your gratitude. Bring those children your good gifts. For without them, you would all have been doomed!' With bowed heads the listeners crept to their homes, to their spared homes…
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The children's camp was buzzing. Eight thousand discarded creatures were busy drying their clothes and gathering their few belongings scattered by the night's storm. They washed the mud from their faces and filled their empty stomachs with Rhine water. They presented a bustling, almost cheerful sight as they writhed there in the fields. They were glad to have survived the night, happy at the prospect that every step would bring them closer to the white city of Jerusalem. The wild Saracens would flee screaming at their approach and be scorched by God's burning breath. An empty white city, the most beautiful, richest, and holiest in the world, would receive them, and they would be utterly happy there. That was what they had been promised.
'I'm hungry,' Dolf said to Leonardo, who was rubbing his cape with a handful of grass.
'I think,' Leonardo said calmly, encompassing the vast camp with a wave of his arm, that they are all hungry.
Dolf was silent, embarrassed. The girl who had sought his protection that night looked at him expectantly. She followed him like a shadow. What had she discovered in Dolf that inspired so much trust in her? The boy barely paid any attention to her. He had taken off his clothes and laid them out to dry in the sun. The girl, too, peeled off her damp dress. Underneath she wore nothing but a torn, gray shirt. She scratched herself, said something to Dolf that he didn't understand, and suddenly ran toward the river, dragging the dress with her.
Suddenly concerned for her safety, Dolf followed her. If that child went to wash herself, she might get careless and end up in deep water. He soon saw that his concern was unfounded. The girl knelt by a shallow inlet of the river, took off her shirt, rinsed her clothes thoroughly, and ventured no deeper than waist-deep into the clean water. She washed her hair and body so thoroughly that Dolf watched in astonishment. At school, he'd learned that medieval people were utterly filthy, completely oblivious to hygiene and consequently plagued by terrible diseases. He looked down with pity at the white, thin body.
Her shoulder blades jutted out like wings. He could count the ribs beneath her skin. Her narrow hips and thin legs seemed barely able to support her small weight, yet every movement in her body spoke of a natural grace and an unquenchable joy for life.
He saw the noble line of her forehead, the soft curve of her chin, and felt strangely moved. Who was this child? How had she become entangled in the collective madness of the Children's Crusade?
He took the little dress, wrung it out, and spread it on the grass. The girl sat quietly beside him.
'What's your name?' he asked.
'Mariecke.' Her voice was soft and clear.
'Where are you from?'
It took a moment for her to grasp the question. She had understood the word 'name,' but 'where are you from' was a foreign language to her.
'Where are you from?' Dolf tried, in German this time, and she nodded radiantly at him.
'From Köln.'
A city child! Raised in the shadow of high walls, while the sounds of the construction site on the Cathedral Square filtered through the sunlit windows. He happened to know that in 1212 the cathedral, which would later become so famous, was still being busily built in Köln.
Dolf was reluctant to press her too urgently. She was one of many, one in eight or nine thousand bewildered children. What inspired them, what had driven them to this mad undertaking he, the level-headed student of the twentieth century, might never be able to understand.
'Come,' he said, standing up. But she refused to rise and tried to make him sit down again beside her.
'What do you want?'
'Your name.'
She was right. He had no right to ask questions and keep himself out of the conversation. Sighing, he knelt and, pointing to his chest, said:
'Rudolf Wega of Amstelveen.'
She paled, her gray eyes reflected fear and terror.
Rudolf... She pulled away from him, her lips trembling.
'I do no harm,' Dolf said.
'A noble...' she whispered timidly.
He finally understood. She mistook him for the child of a knight, perhaps a runaway squire. The name Rudolf seemed to be given only to boys of noble birth. He shook his head fiercely.
'My father is a scholar, a... a cleric.'
Did she understand? Apparently so.
'Can you read too?' she asked with deep awe. 'And write?'
He nodded.
'Where is Amstelveen?'
'Far away, in Holland.'
Apparently, she had heard of Holland. She raised her hand and stroked his hair.
'Who is your father's lord?'
Then Dolf made a mistake.
'My father is subservient to the Queen of Holland.'
Mariecke shook her head.
Stupid of me, thought Dolf. In 1212, Holland had no royalty. It was part of the Germanic Empire, and Holland was a county...
'Our lord is William, Grail of Holland,' he said quickly.
'Oh. And did he let you go? Or did you run away?
'My father doesn't know where I am,' he said, and this time it was the whole truth. His answer seemed to satisfy Marieke. She looked at him admiringly, stood up, and led him by the hand to the camp. Leonardo had finished caring for his donkey.
Mariecke put on her almost dry dress.
'Are we leaving?' the student asked.
'Where to?' Dolf asked, as he too put on his clothes.
'To Bologna, of course!'
Dolf was momentarily at a loss for words. But before he could think of anything, Mariecke pulled them by the arm and excitedly headed for the city. They rubbed their eyes in surprise, but what they saw was reality. The gates gaped wide open, and hundreds of men, women, and children poured out of the city, laden with baskets, trays, and parcels. They walked as fast as they could toward the camp, where the children awaited them in silence and amazement.
Dolf saw one boy step forward. He was dressed in a long, stark white overcoat and sturdy boots. Behind him came two monks dressed in dark robes. This striking trio went towards the procession of citizens. For a moment they seemed to exchange a few words with the ones in front. Then the white boy made a grand gesture, as if he were blessing the heavily laden people. He stepped aside, took a large loaf of bread and turned to the astonished children.
His shrill voice carried far:
'Children, here comes the gift of God. Thank Him for His goodness.'
Thousands of children sank to their knees and sent their prayers of thanks to heaven.
'Well, well, they're coming to bring us food,' Leonardo said matter-of-factly. The civilians scattered throughout the camp and shared the food with generous hand. This time everyone got enough, including the little ones. Mariecke held a still warm pie in her hands radiantly and put her teeth into it so eagerly that it was a pleasure to watch. Dolf and Leonardo shared a roasted rooster and Dolf was surprised that he had never tasted anything so delicious before.
Why had the citizens of Speyer, who had had a hard enough time the previous night, suddenly become so generous? This act of humanity was in such great contrast to their harshness the night before, that Dolf did not understand a word of it.
Leonardo pointed to the burned-out church tower.
'They’ve been shocked,' he said contemptuously. He put a piece of bread that they had also received in his saddlebag.
An exuberant cheerfulness had now taken hold of the children. Group after group, satisfied, dried and rested, left the field, marched along the ramparts and followed the old road that ran south along the river. Dolf looked after them.
'And what about me?' he thought desperately.
Perhaps the wisest thing to do was to stay in the vicinity of Speyer, near the stone. There was no other chance to ever return to his own century. But how could dr. Simiak know he would wait there until the transmitter could be put back into operation? That could take up to three months. How was he supposed to stay alive during that time? He knew so little about this weird, cruel, uncertain era. Of course, he could try to get hired as an apprentice in the city, but then he would have to answer difficult questions again. Soon he would be considered a sorcerer or a heretic and driven away, if they didn't throw him into a dungeon. What chances of survival did he have?
The children passed him singing. Their bare feet rustled the grass. Leonardo had discovered a child with a swollen ankle that could hardly walk and put it on the back of his donkey.
'I think,' he said almost indifferently, 'that I will join the children's army for the time being. They are going in the same direction as me. And in this way I travel slowly, but much safer' The words, or rather, their meaning, hardly got through to Dolf. He realized that, right now, he had to make a decision on which his future depended. He had flashed himself to the Middle Ages in the romantic hope of being able to attend a knightly tournament. A miscalculation had put him in the middle of the Children's Crusade, which seemed to him to be an expression of madness but at the same time deeply moved him. He saw the wounded child on Leonardo's donkey.
He saw the countless bare feet that passed him. He saw Mariecke with her immense trust in his strength - and suddenly he knew. He could not abandon these children. He knew more, he was stronger, better trained and more skilled than any of them. Mariecke needed him. The stragglers, the hurt, the desperate seemed to call on him. Of the more than eight thousand enthusiastic little pilgrims, there were at least a thousand who were already having a very difficult time. Who could not cope with the hardships, the distances, the heat and the hunger. He thought of the children he had rescued from the river. He thought of Leonardo, the wandering student. Why did he want to join the children's army? Out of fear of the unsafety of the roads? Nonsense. The young man had not been so frightened. He, too, had heard the cry of despair. He knew he was needed.
'I'm coming along,' Dolf said.
Now there was no going back. With these three words he had given up the last chance at the stone-by-Speyer and declared himself a medieval man. Now the last hope was gone and the last connection with his own world was broken.
'Nice,' Leonardo said contentedly. Mariecke slipped her hand into his hand and so they went on their way. With the children to Jerusalem.


